"And now being thirty-three, I would like to think that I'm not too young for much of anything anymore. I've been a grad student and a teacher. I've led men and women into combat. My abilities to observe and reflect have gotten better."
And yet, two engagements in six months. "Quill gave me some needed fun again but let's face it, the man has the emotional maturity level of a turnip. And fun doesn't last forever on its own. Plus hes always running from something and being the source of his own problems--and in space, so they are galactic problems. I had good reason for the break up--but getting myself into that position on the first place is a different matter."
She runs a hand over her head and takes the beanie off. She shakes her hair out, but given how she hadn't brushed it to begin with, it sticks out of place once the beanie is off.
She smiles softly. "I want someone whom I can create a life with. Someone who can call me on my bullshit. Someone to have children with. Someone who isn't trying to turn me into someone that I'm not. Someone who can make me laugh and hold me when I cry."
Kitty shrugs. "I needed this to be said before I go to England with you. I don't have any expectations about this. I'll stay as long as I'm wanted there. If you and I rekindle our relationship, wonderful, if not that's fine as well."
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Date: 2018-09-25 02:54 pm (UTC)And yet, two engagements in six months. "Quill gave me some needed fun again but let's face it, the man has the emotional maturity level of a turnip. And fun doesn't last forever on its own. Plus hes always running from something and being the source of his own problems--and in space, so they are galactic problems. I had good reason for the break up--but getting myself into that position on the first place is a different matter."
She runs a hand over her head and takes the beanie off. She shakes her hair out, but given how she hadn't brushed it to begin with, it sticks out of place once the beanie is off.
She smiles softly. "I want someone whom I can create a life with. Someone who can call me on my bullshit. Someone to have children with. Someone who isn't trying to turn me into someone that I'm not. Someone who can make me laugh and hold me when I cry."
Kitty shrugs. "I needed this to be said before I go to England with you. I don't have any expectations about this. I'll stay as long as I'm wanted there. If you and I rekindle our relationship, wonderful, if not that's fine as well."