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He wakes with a start, his eyes darting around the room quickly, and then falling on Kitty, still asleep with her head on his chest.
He blinks, looks around again, and frowns as the events of the day before come back to him.
What had began a simple phone call to check up on an old flame had turned into him inviting her to run away to London, and her confessing that she thinks they belong together.
Which is terrifying, brilliant, and probably short-lived.
She'd promised the night before that she wouldn't hurt him again, and he wants to believe that, but he knows that jumping into this so soon after she was supposed to marry Piotr Rasputin is playing with a very specific kind of fire.
It's hard to ignore how good it feels to have her so close though. He lays back, staring at the ceiling, thinking about the last time they were like this. it was so long ago, before things had gone south. By that point, they'd been sleeping on opposite sides of the bed, barely touching.
But before all that...when things were good?
Things were really good.
It's painful to admit how much he's thought about being able to do this with her again; how pathetic it makes him that he kept missing this.
He closes his eyes and tries not to think about it.
He blinks, looks around again, and frowns as the events of the day before come back to him.
What had began a simple phone call to check up on an old flame had turned into him inviting her to run away to London, and her confessing that she thinks they belong together.
Which is terrifying, brilliant, and probably short-lived.
She'd promised the night before that she wouldn't hurt him again, and he wants to believe that, but he knows that jumping into this so soon after she was supposed to marry Piotr Rasputin is playing with a very specific kind of fire.
It's hard to ignore how good it feels to have her so close though. He lays back, staring at the ceiling, thinking about the last time they were like this. it was so long ago, before things had gone south. By that point, they'd been sleeping on opposite sides of the bed, barely touching.
But before all that...when things were good?
Things were really good.
It's painful to admit how much he's thought about being able to do this with her again; how pathetic it makes him that he kept missing this.
He closes his eyes and tries not to think about it.
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Date: 2018-10-09 02:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 02:58 am (UTC)Right. It's nice to know that, if nothing else, this still works for them.
He rests his forehead against hers, his eyes only half open. "What wuzzat for, then?"
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Date: 2018-10-09 03:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 05:49 pm (UTC)"S'gonna be alright, Pryde," he reassures her. "We'll get it sorted."
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Date: 2018-10-09 06:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 06:07 pm (UTC)On the other hand, she's here now, and she seems like she wants to stay.
So maybe being a bloody idiot and an open book will pay off.
"Most people are contradictions filled up with issues and baggage, Pryde," he comments as they start walking again, heading up White Hall's steps. "That's just life. S'not like I'm a walk in the bloody park, is it?" He nods to the man at the front desk. "'Lo, Herbert."
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Date: 2018-10-09 06:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 07:42 pm (UTC)"Like I said, we'll get it sorted out."
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Date: 2018-10-09 08:28 pm (UTC)"Were you always this self-assured about whatever set of circumstances get presented to you? Was I just blind?"
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Date: 2018-10-09 08:50 pm (UTC)He gives her a grin.
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Date: 2018-10-09 09:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 09:11 pm (UTC)"Have not. I'm still bitter, and a bastard. Ask Braddock. Ask anyone. I believe Faiza and Dane regularly call me 'the worst' and Jac is generally ready to throttle me at any given time."
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Date: 2018-10-09 09:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 11:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-09 11:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-10 12:31 am (UTC)He disappears into his office and blows out a breath.